I'm on the shy side and have been celabant for 6 years because my partner had a female medical issue which took her womanhood away! It's a very personal and tough thing to go through for a woman! I feel hwrote pain but I've stuck strong for 6 years! A lot longer than most men would have done. But I have to get laid or I'm going to lose my mind. I want a half gorgeous and definitely sexy little petite if possible and blonde if possible. Don't have to have those gualities. I need local because I don't have transportation or operators. I could go out and get it myself but it's going to be someone who knows us both in some way and I don't want to cause more grief than she has already.